Happy Sad Love Peace!!!

2010-05-07T20:22:00.000-07:00

say what ever you wanna say...
who you think i am your maid or you whatever
i dont give a damn what you say...

or should i just say FARK OFF
dont ever let me see you again :)

if cant last long what is it gotta do with me...
you started it
so you finish it

=[

2010-04-14T06:17:00.000-07:00

where are you when i needed you the most??
i must be there when ever you needed me
what about me??
dont i deserve the same??

i dont know what are you thinking
i just hope that it wont happen again
but it doesnt work
is just what i hope

and now you're accusing me
that i look at other guy
and what about you??
when you look at gals...
have you ever think how i feel??
why must i be the only one who feel the pain and not YOU
everytime you look i just have to act like i dont care or pretend i'm not there

and when your're sad i have to comfort you or cheer you up
what about me??
why wont you do the same??
i cant take it anymore...
everyday i try bare how i feel and it doesnt work

so next time think twice before you do it again

situation at home

2009-12-25T23:02:00.000-08:00

my sis and my grandma fight again
screaming on top of their voice
i have no idea why
i'm just the listener....
why must they always fight???
cant they just shad up for one day???
AAAAAGGGGGRRRRHHHHHHH

apperciate it

2009-12-25T04:35:00.000-08:00

every second every minute
you lost someone you love
like ME
well i never apperciate it before
whatever they gave me all this time.....
i'll take more and more and more never apperciate it before
i'm so regret....for what i did
especially lately...
i lost someone i like for 2 years...
i make a big lie to get him out of my life....
i'm such a fool
i wanted to wait for him but i just cant
i cant take it anymore
then both always fight using sms
i kept all the messages that he send to me
every night before i sleep i'll read it once
i dont care how much it hurt after reading it
it worth reading it
it give me a BIG LESSON.....

speaking to mr right

2009-11-13T01:25:00.000-08:00

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering howlong you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at allfine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.who calls you back when you hang up on him.who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kissesyour forehead.Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.Who holds your hand in front of his friends.Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky heis to have you.Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

my life ah.............

2009-09-18T11:46:00.000-07:00

now my life goin up side down
after my grandma come back
from usa

goin to be crazy soon
AGRH...............!!!!!!

WHT AM I GOIN TO DO

Muvee WeEeee....

2009-09-17T11:18:00.000-07:00

After school

after penutupan merdeka

I went with a ex-f5 Bryant

we both wnt out for muvee

at first we both dont know

where?what? to do

so he decided to watch muvee

near his

Leisure mall

then i saw Ze Wei

not actually saw

Bryant was talking about

him

then out of no where he just

POP OUT

hahahahah

all of us watch

Tsunami

bt we all sit different place

i sit with Bryant

Ze Wei sit with his sister

Midnite Movie WoooHoooo!!!!!!

2009-09-06T20:21:00.000-07:00

On last last Saturday 29/08/09

me,my friend Alsie and my sister

went for a movie at Sunway Piramid

We only watch one movie

and the movie is......

That movie was awsome

Forgot to tell you the movie is

18 and above

You can go in if you sneak in

Hehehehhe

But you didnt hear it from ME

My Last SUMMER weeeeeee.......

2009-09-06T09:36:00.000-07:00

Last summer was the best ever

went to my childhood house Michelle

I stay there for a week

and we done not much thing

as usual

wake up,breakfast,watch tv,lunch,bath and dinner

But on the wednesday 26/o8/o9

we went Sunway Piramid

for movie

from 9am - 6pm

can you imagine how long is it

Hahahaha

The first thing we do there was

breakfast

And our breakfast will be......

we both sit there till 11.45am

Our first movie was.....

it was so awsome

and the boy Russell is so cute and chubby

feel like pinching his cheek

but obviously cannot

his a anime

Hahahahahah

After watching UP.....

we went for a second movie

and the movie started at 3.3opm - 5.50pm

Our second movie was......

the guy is so hot

as usual caught the gal eyes

HOTTIE!!!!!

but the aliens was adorable

When the movie end we took alot of

picture

obviously the CRAZY one

Hahahahaha

you can check it out on myspace

www.myspace.com/xandrahot

And our dinner was

this is my favorite

of course is .......

FrEnZ

2009-06-12T09:25:00.001-07:00

frendz!
Fake Friends: Never ask for food.
Real Friends: Are the reason you have no food.

Fake Friends: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
Real Friends: Call your parents DAD/MOM

Fake Friends: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
Real Friends: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

Fake Friends: Never seen you cry.
Real Friends: Cry with you

Fake Friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
Real Friends: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

Fake Friends: Know a few things about you.
Real Friends Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

Fake Friends: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
Real Friends: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

Fake Friends: Would knock on your front door.
Real Friends: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

Fake Friends: Are for awhile.
Real Friends: Are for life.

Fake Friends: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
Real Friends: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit."

Fake Friends: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
Real Friends: Will knock them the fuck out

Fake Friends: Will read this.
Real Friends Will steal this, just like I did

Hehe Haha

Sweet Memory

2009-06-09T06:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to the dentist and wash my teeth
i saw my fwen there
then i invited her to my hse and then we start to b crazy

see so clean
XD

Outing Day XD

2009-06-09T01:08:00.000-07:00

Last sunday, was fun day. in the morning eat brunch at macopolo.
then later on we all go to sunway piramid and shop.

the later on we go play pool at subang asia cafe

after playing pool we go to cyber cafe at asia cafe too
then in the evening we all when for badminton at club bukit jalil
in tht case i didnt knw tht we are goin for badminton so i wear like ths n play barefoot

it was a fun n tired day

tht all i gotta say

SAD for my FWEN =(

2009-06-03T00:47:00.000-07:00

today i thought i can go out and watch movie with my fwen

but suddenly i get a phone call frm the hospital

one of my fwen is in the hospital now

he had a car accident

his car like rubish

he was lucky tht he is safe

tht wht i do for holiday=)

2009-06-02T19:05:00.000-07:00

What you do in the morning??
i turn my computer on n thn i start jumping around with my music on

What is my fave color??
Rainbow.... Actually is not rainbow is black,red,blue,purple n lavender=)

What i like to do in the afternoon??
invited a few fwen to the hse n have some party!!!!

What i like to do at nite??? tht is the best question u ask
After dinner i go home take a quick bath n change thn i go out again to a few club maybe

tht all i gotta say
byeeeee

Happi b'day HADESH

2009-06-02T08:47:00.000-07:00

Happi b'day HAdesh
ur Fourteen finally
YAY!!!!

remember ths

2009-06-02T02:32:00.001-07:00

i am going to play a song but your heartbeat is my drums that all i need for bass because your heart gives me everything and if i had one more thing to say is i love you and i hope you will remember this day.

Love Message

2009-06-02T02:30:00.001-07:00

Love is the shortes
distance between hearts.

I would give up anything
just to be with you.

Distance is a dagger
in the heart of two lovers.

Far in distance, but near at heart,
you'll always be the angel of my heart.

Distance does not matter
if two hearts are loyal to one another.

Absence makes thy heart grow fonder.

I hate the stars because
I look at the same ones as you do,
without you.

In true love the smallest distance is too great,
and the greatest distance can be bridged.

The simple lack of her is more to me
Than others' presence.

I may not get to see you as often as I like.
I may not get to hold you in my arms
all through the night.
But deep in my heart I truly know,
you're the one that I love,
and I can't let you go.

When it rains it reminds me of you.
Although 2000 miles away is so far
I still always walk outside
in the rain and kiss it just for you.
It never fails me.
The rain will always come and I'll always love you.
Next time you see a storm on the horizon
please don't fear it's just heaven
doing me the favor of taking you my kiss.

Wht ppl tink bout me

2009-06-01T23:13:00.000-07:00

Wat people think bout me is selfish, bossy, fussy.......

But there was one guy think that i'm very cheap...
Example : Slut, Whore...

He is not a girl so i don't think that can have FEEL what am i FEELing

But he teach me a lesson about what he tell me.
And he was right, i never think about anybody's feeling.
All i know is......

I'm just to selfish.
And i don't know who am i anymore.
Maybe a monster or a disaster human.

At least, i learn a some good value for him
And i feel better

I hope i could be a better person after this lesson

And i regret all the things that i have done.

If not because of him i will continue to be
the worst human in the earth

So i guess this is end of it

After i read Nad's blog

2009-06-01T22:43:00.000-07:00

I sorry for ur lost
i mean ur cat

How if my cat
die??? i wonder wht happen to me
maybe i will scream around the house and start blame someone else
for the fault.
Btw, i dun have a cat i have to dog
name tiger n princeton